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Hi! I have nothing against tulpamancy in Tibetan Buddhism, unfortunately endogenics are appropriating this practice and using it to claim it's "creating imaginary friends in your head". I have it there because it's weirdly common for the community spaces surrounding my account. Here's some information about Tibetan Buddhism tulpamancy, (https://x.com/1nf3st3d/status/2055287953266511960/photo/1) to put it into some perspective the online appropriation of this started on 4chan and Reddit surrounding fans of My Little Pony who wanted the characters to be sentient beings in their heads These chronically online grown men mainly, used the term 'tulpa' to feel better about the fact they were roleplaying being 'taken over' by 'Pinkie Pie's spirit', and the endogenic community has been defending it and claiming it as a 'spiritual reason why endos are valid'.

Hi!! Yay tysm, It'd probably have to be Zoe, as the earliest documents I have online are under that alter's identity. She's dormant right now and I don't know much about her, but everything we as a system do is for those who dreamed for a better life, to make it far and survive. One of the biggest issues I have with trying to document older alters is, for example, Zoe was our old host..but I don't know what was her and what was influence from unknown alters. It could have been multiple alters going under the host ID, who knows really! I think I associate 'Zoe' with tropical beach themes though.. music is a huge special interest and I can see different alters in different songs, for her I see Lavender by Vacations and Mysterious Messenger cover by AmaLee !! :]

Age regression is a coping mechanism that's commonly caused by PTSD/Trauma , high stress or severe anxiety/depression but it can be a healthy tool for managing emotions! If your therapist suspects OSDDID I'm sure they didn't come to that conclusion for no reason, it's usually the last thing a therapist will want it to be. Best to talk to them about it and rule out everything else together if you're worried.

I don't know any professional papers that aren't demonizing it off the top of my head, but I can always recommend community driven content (forums/videos) as long as you fact check. Good Youtubers you can look into are: Borderliner Notes, The Nameless Narcissist and Heal NPD.

I think the best thing I can tell you is not to put this much emphasis on validation from online strangers, I don't personally know you so I couldn't tell you, mental health comorbidity is extremely complex which is why it's best left up to professionals. I can't tell you if your conclusion is fair or not given I do not know your symptoms or history either, but I do wish you the best of luck regardless and hope you can talk to a psychologist about it if possible.

It’s not necessarily about whether it’s 'worth it' universally, but whether it aligns with your goals and what you feel would actually benefit you long-term. If you're looking for regulation skills or a clearer understanding of yourself, then it can be useful.. That being said, I’d weigh it up carefully because there's a lot of stigma, both socially and in clinical settings. I’d also be cautious about who you choose to share your suspicions or diagnosis with because that will drastically affect personal relationships and how professionals view you (usually very negatively).

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I don't want to see self harm content on my home page, you can have an ED and not encourage others to join in. Deeper SHED community is practically an online cult, idc if people disagree. I've seen how bad it can get and I'm not interested. Don't repost or follow me tysm <3

Lmaoo did it make you feel better sending this? A little relief for your made-up oppression.. 🥰

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